First Time quitting a job..

Yes Finally after 4 months of having my first job I finally quit..
The job is not really hard you won't be tired physically but really your mind would go down fall..
Its a mental warfare where the boss has very loud noise and sometime if not always the boss quarrel with the customers. I personally love the work I can easily neglect the hot tempered boss but still 4months of improper sleep and mental stress really made me tired. And the bond there is so freaking scary as if they would do something to me if I quit. Now need to find a new job. And I also lied so that I can quit the job, that would be stupid but I had no choice If I really wanted to quit. Well lying is part of being human as long as you won't make it a hobby.
lol I was always thinking what to do after I quit then today I had not sleep and stayed awake playing, watching anime, and reading manga. although I finished reading some manga and anime I am still unsatisfied. why? maybe because I am still human. Annoying as it seems I have no choice unless I want to kill my self then I am no longer living. For 4 months I had imprison my self and hope that if I quit this job I would be free but I wonder if that is still possible.
((10/17/09 5:21 pm)@J1 Sandawa Net-X)