MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

Merry Christmas to all!! Its December 25,2009 @ 3:55 PM =P
It was a fun Christmas unlike last year where I spent it alone.
Today we had some party after the mass and then exchanging gifts(even though mine was useless) and It was really fun. But it really isn't that great since yesterday my grandmother died so its kind of sad. Well any way its Christmas so the least we can do is celebrate.

Merry Christmas

It should be a Season Of giving
And yet why do some are still suffering

It is a day to love one another
But still the war around us isn't over

It would be nice to know
That everyone has something to show
but rather give a present out of fools
why not smile from your hearts tools

For Christmas should be for everyone
And for those whom are always alone
Seek someone at the place you call home
And maybe you well see a gift in your room

A gift isn't a thing to be seen or kept
but rather something that we can openly accept
For the happiest being are those who secretly cries
And the sad ones are those who always smile

This Christmas don't keep what you receive
And share what other had failed to deceive
Since we are thank full with in our every soul
So a Happy Merry Christmas To all.

A GOOD or BAD day?

Finally I had finished attending the Simbang Gabi(no English lol) and the good part was My Birthday ended without having any special meaning.
My wish is for me to keep, I don't feel like sharing lol but all I can say is its not a materialistic wish.
Now for the Bad part was our Grandmother in my father side Died today at 3A.m.
We receive a call from one of my Aunts who live there. Now we have no choice but to go there even though I don't feel like traveling. But still to show my respect I should attend I guess.

Farewell

I would not say I am sad

even though I really feel bad

I would not show a single Tear

For my heart has always been in fear

In front of your grave I would stay

And say I simple words to pray

But time would never be gay

And your memory would be there to say

Those cheerful words of wisdom

And those funny jokes of freedom

Is something we well never forget

As Time is something we can not get

-Leafrust

My Birthday~

hmmm.. not much to say about this..not much happened no party just some greetings. No gifts just some money. But I had expecting this since I hadn't had a formal celebration for the past 5-6years I think. The last Birthday that we really celebrated was when I am in the 6Th grade.
I usually like to spend my birthday alone since it would be to much of a bother to others. Greetings are already enough but I hardly had some. Most of them doesn't remember but that would be alright its not It is worth remembering. My some poem well do since when I make one I really don't know what I am writing not until it is done.BTW its December 23,2009 today since my blog time is a wrong so time check would be 10:24AM.

My Birthday Poem

Today is another ordinary day
A day where I can never stay
To A place where I could be Free
Is the only wish I could never See

But life has always been changing
And one seems blindly seeking
Freedom is a misguided word
Since we are born prisoner in this world

I had been asking a lot of questions
And yet most of it has known solutions
But I just don't like to recognize
The life I failed to Organize

I am lost and has always been blue
Since I always fear of what was true
But should I do what I fear the most?
And suffer the true meaning of being lost

Is Being born a curse not known
Or another Illness this world had not shown
but then again life has always been a big unknown
And had given us a life we could never own

A year had been added
Another path would be guided
But still to live another year
Means to face ones own fear

-Leafrust

Simbang Gabi~

first day of Simbang Gabi (seriously I don't know whats the English of this word) or Mesa De Gallo . Dec 16, 2009..
We woke up as early as 3 am and arrive at our mini church in 5am and the mass started 15min later. I am not the religious type of person but why did I attend? well there was this old saying that if you completed attending this mass then a certain wish would be granted by heaven. Sounds crazy right? but trust me I really love to believe crazy stuffs. The mass lasted in an hour and after that we had our usual feast, just some bread(different kinds of them) and some coffee as our drinks.
And I forgot to mention that my father was the one who was doing the mass(his the priest) and everyday we had 2-3 mass. Every mass has a feast after it so eat, eat and eat...
Not much to to write though since my last blog was about my last day of my job and here I am now waiting to be approve of the job I am currently applying.
December seems a month were one could easily get fat. In here we can eat as much as we wanted since that is how the teaching of the church ordered to my father.
Then a week from now my Birthday would arrive. Not much of a day to celebrate since I am not really good on celebrating my B-day. I would rather stay asleep so that I can skip that day.
Then there is Christmas and New years Eve. *sigh* definitely one busy month.
The date on the blog seem different.. O well I don't now how to redo it lol.