New year poem..

For how many years has been new..
am I still one of the few ..
that never change my hearts point of view..
And its not easy to be a shadow of your existance..
just imagine a different world from a distance..
As your stranger I am just passing by..
Because I have no right to stand at your side..
For I can only make actions through words..
I am but your humble leaf..
still waiting to be pick..
Or just rust like a simple trick..
I well be your admirer for eternity..
because I am just a shadow filled with stupidity..
-Leafrust

one of my new years poem.. =D

(originaly created at the very first day of january..)

Undergoing MyBlogLog Verification

Another Stupid Poem..

"I'm In love with an Angel"

I

I once admired an Angel

But hated my self to realize..

That it was impossible for her to recognize

for loving her would be a great deal of lies..

II

For she was like the Sun

And I am but a water..

If I tried to go near her

I will evaporate and disappear..

III

Am I to much ugly for her

Such a loser like they always tell

A dumb being that could never spell

hating me would be her will..

IV

Her Charm has always been powerful

Am I so useless to stand and fall..

Have I no right to be near

And only at distance to watch her..

V

She has always been an Angel

All perfection for me to tell..

And no girl can defeat her beauty

For in my heart she had always been pretty..

VI

I'm in love with an Angel

And would she hate me if she ever knew?

So I tried to keep it a secret..

between her and everyone I knew..

VII

I dedicated this poem to whom I once loved and cared

But I am such a swore loser that always failed..

And even If I shouted out loud, It will be like a whisper that no one could hear..

My words that says

"I'm In love to an Angel that can never stays"

The original was first given to that Angel in valentines day and like always I failed ha ha ha..

This poem was recreated today by me and I will send this again to that Angel..(I wonder If she would remember)..

That was like 5-6 years ago and my note of poems is still alive..

I remember the days my peer use to call me the hopelessly romantic poet at school ha ha ha

I am really an ugly student during that time (and even now) nothing change all of them succeed and I am left to rust..

Friends always go away living me an absconding..

"Absconded Valentines to All"

My Valentines Poem..(Absconded)

Happy Valentines to Every one

I

Cupids are gathered to feed

And to shot your heart they need.

So your love will awaken from sleep

Came up from the ocean so deep.

II

Today is a happy day to call

The time of love we always recall

So find your partners of heart and soul

Because If you don't you will be a fool

III

The day of Love has Finally come

Arisen with laughter and fun

This mystic ways can't be undone

Because without love life will be easily gone.

IV

Because love is one of the special way

why life should be long to stay

The affection found from tender feeling

A true and faithful loving.

V

Love is so great and powerful

That no magic could fulfill

only heart and souls will

The ancient way for them to tell.

VI

For those who are heart broken

build up your heart that was fallen.

The way of love can't be stolen

Just make your selves always open.

VII

Open so someone could enter

And might of mystic love it will offer

Just accept and don't hesitate

True love that was lead by fate.

VIII

So come and enjoy this day

Its once in a year to stay.

Because for those whom have true love it will soon die

The way fate had always tried.

IX

For today love is alive

So we must celebrate with joy and hope

May love be long to be done

Happy Valentines to Everyone..

-Lefras

It was the poem I compose when I was in 3rd year..
I made it because Valentines was coming near so I guess it makes
a difference to participate for it once..(lies* ha ha ha it was for the poem
project XD)
My English teacher loves it but I really don't care as long as
she gave me decent grades..
after all I really hated February..
This is also the time I started sending letter at my crush but
all failed..
I am such a loser ha ha ha
not to mention very stupid.. The word would be "Super Torpe ha
ha ha"

"Absconded Valentines to everyone"

February(A cursed month?)

yeah I know February is a great day for lovers yet is it really that great?
what I mean is what happened to those who are loveless?
just make me an example..

My life (story time..)
February is always a cold month(like December) because I never really celebrated it..
why? since I never had a girl friend since birth.. ha ha ha funny yes but I am really serious..
again the word why? because I never found the right girl(Lie its a lie).. when I was in High school I really fall in love with a certain girl yet I never had the courage to confront here..
Stupid? yes pretty much but that's me.. I being who has the confident below 0..
And after that every time I see a girl I always compare them to her..(lets call her Angel..duh?)
You see the fact is I never befriend Angel.. why?(the 3rd) because I have no courage to go near her..(I am really a swore loser)..
I tried dating.. but all failed..
I am such a loser to the fact that I always felt the ugliest person who ever lives..
So lets go back to February..
yes this is also the month of proms(which really sucks big time)..
Maybe I am the only person in the entire world that sucks in Prom night ha ha ha..
So February is really like a cursed month for me..
(To be continue..)

So much of the story..
Good luck to all the losers around the world..
I am just here to say you are not alone ha ha ha..

lets just see what will happened to my life in the following days..
Hope I survive this Cursed month..

"How I wish February Ends.. Since this is the months of Love and hearts are very happy around.. And yet for me it is the month that always make me an absconded being"

Heroes..

'Heroes' Recap: Episode 3.15 "Trust and Blood"
Read it here @http://www.buddytv.com/articles/heroes/heroes-recap-episode-315-trust-26263.aspx?cf=1048576

If you are an avid fans of heroes then you would surely read this..
Its is a spoiler to some so I don't advise everyone to read just to people who wants to be spoiled..

heroes are aired at the Philippines every Monday at CS9 and last Monday season 3 just ended "Heroes Season 3 Villains" and Season 4 is coming yet at the other side of the world season 4 has already started with 2 episodes..

I am also currently watching Smallville and Supernatural..

but in CS9 Mondays is my favorite day since I watch Eureka, Heroes, and Fringe :)

you can also register at BuddyTv. to view more of your favorite episodes..

"How I wish February Ends.. Since this is the months of Love and hearts are very happy around.. And yet for me it is the month that always make me an absconded being"

The Dog was saved..

Where should I start telling the story..

First It had been my first time to go to a dog pound so I already expected the worst scenario
So many things in my head like what if the dog was killed because the keeper was annoyed by him.. or maybe they just feed our dog to some hungry crocodile.. or the dog was killed by some dog with it inside the cage..

People from Davao dogs that are captured are sent to Maa near Davao City jail..
The easiest way to go there is if you have a car or take a taxi..
Taxi fare would be around 55-60php for 3-5km.
The Dog can be claimed around 9:00AM-4PM Monday-Friday and 9:00am-11:00am on Saturdays..( but to tell you the truth the keeper is always an hour late)
The Fee for claiming the dog would be 250Php for its first day then additional 50 php per day..
The Dog that hasn't been claimed for 3 days would be put to sleep..( But don't worry if your Dog is a good breed instead of killing it they would surely sell it)
The dog would be killed using a gas they called it mercy killing..(Don't be afraid its just a frank to scare the owner they would never do that to the dog)
The fact is your Dog won't die in gas but in hunger since the Dog pound NEVER give food nor give them water so your Dog would surely Die from hunger and thirst..
Rumors was spread that dead dogs are feed to the crocodile since the Dog pound was said to be near a crocodile farm..
Inside the Dog pound you can see 11 or more cages with a size that would be 20X20 meters (not quite sure) or maybe smaller..
The place it self is just small(my room is much bigger) and pretty dirty if your dog was healthy then it would be very sick inside..
Inside the cage there are around 6-7 dogs( just imagine those poor dogs)
And the Dog pound is also near a slaughter house (with my imagination I would say some dead dogs are slaughter then there meats are sold at the market hahaha)

Going back to my story..
After I arrive at the Dog pound I meet an owner and his dog was also captured..
We waste our time by talking to our dogs since no one is around and the keeper was very late..
We waited like 2hours but since his much earlier than me I think he waited 3 hours..
The processing was fast after the keeper arrive he lead us to the dogs then he let us Identify the dog by making us call there names and with a response they would mark the dogs as ours.
Then he gave us receipts to be paid at the slaughter house just 300meters away..
After we paid we then go back there to get our dogs.
It was easy for the other owner to get his dogs but for me we really had a hard time because my dog was really scared and won't go out at the cage..
Then finally we manage to lure my dog out I pulled him at the cage and I wasn't afraid with the other dogs (I do realize later that what I did was dangerous what if those dogs bite my hand)..
I chained him and we set off to the main road it was 1km away from the pound..
Then we waited some Taxi then after that we arrive home..
Our Dog was really scared as if he has a phobia with people, we feed him with lots of bones and foods but the dog only eat little then hide under a bed..

I don't know what happened to our dog when he was inside the Dog pound but we are pretty sure that our Dog wasn't treated will..
Dogs might be animals but those people inside the pound are more of an animal than them whom was inside the cage..
What happened to Animal rights? will I also ask that my self but since that place was founded by the mayor it self then everything happening there is legal..
And its not a good idea to go against the mayor especially if the mayor you are talking to is the mayor of Davao City..

Lets just hope heaven would punish them or they will get bad karma for their actions..

To end this story I am glad that I saved our dog in time :)

Bad day?(The day our dog was captured)

It has always been a bad day everyday for me but today I could say I really feel the presence of having a bad day..
Same as usual I do my daily action but today I was really careless..
I was taking an errand and went to the market that I neglected our dog outside our house..
I saw the dog along the road some meters away from our house and just thought * that ain't that far maybe it would be fine*
later I realize that was A huge mistake since after i got home from the market I later known or my neighbors told me that our dog was captured by the City Dog pound and if we want our dog back we need to pay an amount of 500php..
Now I need to find City Veterinarian Dr. Armando Barbadillo and beg for my dog to be free..
But I have no Idea where to start looking for him since dogs that are captured would be killed in 3 days..
That was base on this report http://www.pia.gov.ph/?m=12&sec=reader&rp=1&fi=p040217.htm&no=2&date=02/17/2004
To Dabawenyos this is a thread where owners say there experience when there dog was captured http://www.davaosale.com/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=122241&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=75

Dog pounds is really a horrible place for dogs..
But did the government care?
Even the people in that places are very heartless as if they are more animals than the dogs inside the cage..
As mentioned if you read the thread some of the dogs have owners in there sides and they just let there dog out to breath some air but those EVIL dog catchers are just watching they just captured those dogs brutally even if the owners are around..
My father just said that he was like crying when seeing our dogs eyes because he can't do a thing the man who captured our dog just shouted.."if you want your dog back pay for it"..

Hope I can do something about that dog..
That dog is really friendly he use to welcome me every time I arrive at our house..
We named him Noah we also had another dog named Lyka..
We adapted Noah around 3-5months ago when a heartless person left him at the road..
may people saw that dog but they are all afraid and in the end my sister beg to my father to adapt that dog..
That dog is really lively after we took care on it..
I use to watch that dog and let him out at our house very early around 5-6 am to poo or piss..
then house arrest him..
But some times that dog has its own way to escape our house..

Tomorrow I will do my best to get that dog back..

Wish me luck !

The Legacy Of Holy Castle

Review of The Legacy of the Holy Castle

by Leafrust

It has been so long since I last played a browse based online games but when I discovered this game everything started to change. I accidentally found this game when I was surfing through the net and just before I knew it , I already registered my self and started playing the game. At first I was a little bit confused but thanks to their novice quest I didn’t had a hard time trying to understand the game. You wouldn’t be lost and left confuse once inside the game because the game advisers are always ready to guide you through out the game, and not to mention hospitable players that would never neglect a novice asking questions.

New users are protected by the game for 4 days and rest assured that the game has given you enough time to familiarize and be prepared for what has yet to come. After 4 days be ready because you well now enter a world filled with wars and a never ending twist of different kinds of strategies that you would never imagine possible.

Let me introduce the 4 important resources that help each players through out the game , namely the Gold, Wood, Food, and Gem. Gold and Food can be obtained by building mines and farms or when you conquer other castle you’ll get 75% of their Gold for 24hours. Wood can be lumbered by heroes in the mission system. Gems can be Obtained by selling treasures, equipments, jewels, and other sell able products. You can also buy gems through their main website by using cash like dollars and euros.

There are also 4 different kinds of missions through out the game. First is Lumbering and by doing so a single hero increases the wood production of your castle base on his wisdom. Next we have Training allowing certain hero to gain less experience but without risking any defeats. Then we have Search that enable each heroes the chance to obtain Gold, Foods, woods, and some rare treasures. And Finally we have Adventures, Its a 1 on 1 fight against Npc’s in different levels and also the only way to obtain jewels. Jewels were used to make special kinds of equipments and rare stones. You could also sell them to gain some gems.

The Battle system of this game well definitely challenge each players mind by allowing them to think as many different kinds of formations and strategies that would grant them total victory. The game also proves that no matter how strong your opponent well be you could always out smart him. Example:(http://holy3.webmmo.com/report1.jsp?id=7688714855967442632920)

The game also had an Alliance system that had a maximum of 50 members. For me Alliance help their members from being bullied and assuring that each members would grow strong enough to defend its own castle.

Its been a good experience for me to play this game so I am helping others to let them know that such game exist. My words may not be that convincing but rest assure you would definitely like this game.

When you start playing feel free to ask anything from me for I will always try my very best to help you on your journey through out the game.

If your Interested just use this link to play @http://holy3.webmmo.com/index.jsp?ref=837

or when you register type my Promoter ID: lefras.pk

If the first link failed you can also try this one @http://www.webmmo.com/index.php?ref=206158

Leafrust

“LêÂFRüsT”

Their was once a leaf that grows in every tree..
As a prisoner who can never be free..
And It would die alone, where no one would see..
Such Leaf has a life like me.

An Omniscient being colored it with green..
A color that was fetish enough to be seen..
But was forgotten and rusted by time..
And become a pariah like the existence of mine.

If a strong wind would blew it away..
The timid leaf would have nowhere to stay..
It would roam the wild to rust..
And live a life without trust.

To a world rules by cruelty..
For a life govern with publicity..
From a leaf whom had a chimerical way of living..
Its existence would have no meaning.

-LêÂFRüsT

I am just an ordinary person living a very exhausted life..

always confuse asking for question that has an easy simple answers..

About Me:

*ME*
[GooD](The Ability to smile infront of adversity)
[Bad](The ability to neglect what is important)
[Love](The word I could never have)
[hate](To live)
[Grudge](vengefull)
[masayahin](LAUGH FABLE AND FUNNY) [Honest](Hides lies)
[Humble](Ashamed to be great)[Lonesome](Being left alone)[Matalino kunti](knowledgeable!?)(Nothing!?)
[Friendly](Having the ability to make friends with anyone)
[Creepy](Capable of making others annoyed)
[Stupid](Act with out thinking the consequences)
[Coward](The Act of being Afraid)[Brave](Ready to Die for the sake of other Life)
[Loyal](Can always be your human shield)
*Smile*
*Smile*
*Smile*
*Smile*
*Smile*
"why smile"[Because smile can Hide almost everything]

I also had a bad side personality

Simple but sometimes a little bet childish..
Arrogant and insecure..
Loner..
Friendly and approachable..
A daydreamer and has a hobby of self pitying..
Loves to walk even if it takes more than 2km..
Eats peanuts while walking~~
Loves ampalaya..
Vainglorious sometimes..
A little bet of an absconded being..
Misogynist and a Misanthropic person..
When I'm in a bad mood:
"JUST Keep on hating everything"

well its my first day to write but I will kepp on writing..