What is a God?

What is a God for me?
I had always know that God created every single thing..
I had always believe that one should worship the God one believes in..
I had always accept that God is every single thing..

But..

What is a God for them?
I had always see that God is a source of income and mischief to others..
I had always felt that they are all false pretending that a God is with them..
I had always know that only few among us really respect and see the truth of what a God really is..

But..

What is a God for the world?
I had always hear different Gods from different Stories..
I had always Thought that God excess only for those who can afford to donate big amount of riches..
I had always believe that the world never did need a God but just an system of a God to fool the rest of humanity..

But..

Is a God Good or Bad?
Is it good that we die and kill for our God..
Is it good that we forsake others who doesn't believe and follow our God..
Is It good that we pretend not to see that we can't be save ignoring reality..
Is it bad If we stop worshiping and just do what is right to survive..
Is it bad to live a life without god..
Is it bad if we don't trust the truth because it never existed in the first place..

For me all of the above I really don't care at all..
A God is only a God if you believe in it..
We just need someone that we need to be thankfull of..
We had been given a will of our one to chose what we needed to do..
Why blame the faults to others?
Why ask for forgiveness when one can never forgive?

Had we not given a Life by someone just to live and this cruel world?
Had we not chose to continue living in this cruel world ignoring the pain?

We had the will to chose from the very beginning..
We had Life to test our self and Death as our eternal escape..
So Don't be afraid how you live your life..
No matter how shameful and painful it well be..
Just remember that our God is merciful..
We have death to comfort us when everything around us fail us..